Sunday, July 12, 2009

Purpose

I'm so tired of being tired…

I can't sleep…

Not really hungry…

Depression…

I ache, I cry, and I think all the time…

Hope for the best, think for the worst…

Look for comfort but in their arms… I will not be embraced

Because I'm lonely and miserable…

Can't get over one, falling for another

Constantly thinking about her…

And my baby brother…

Marquis…

A blessing, a miracle, my heart…….

But…. I….. Long for a…. Companion…

Someone to hold, to kiss, to love….

ME….

I have many flaws; my life is simple, but very complex….

Too much to live for….

To ever wish death


 

Lucky

Everyday gets worst

Visions come more frequently

My love gets stronger

Seeing you thrills me

Not being him kills me

The one that wills you

Makes you quiver

Makes you nervous

The one that's not me….

Like Jazmine says

Your in love with another man

Ain't he lucky…