If knowledge is power why is ignorance bliss???
To know the truth is so desirable but to live a lie is equally desirable???
And if knowledge is power why is it that the ignorant always have the power???
Or is it that we are so ignorant as a people, that we give all the power away to the one who seems to have the most knowledge???
I thought I was more knowledgeable then the person that I’m turning into…
Because the old me would never allowed the ignorant have the power over my future…
With knowledge comes power, with power comes great responsibility, and with responsibility it becomes your responsibility to educate the ignorant…
I may have slacked off a little but with this minor set back I still have the knowledge to keep me moving forward…
Ignorance is bliss only if you’re living a lie…
Knowledge is power if the life you lead is honest and true…
Don’t sell yourself short… get your money…
Monday, October 26, 2009
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Life's too short...
Life’s too short…
Life’s too short to be playing games with people…
If you like them, tell them…
If you love them express it, proclaim it…
Life’s too short…
Living in hiding is not healthy…
In hiding your feelings the only person your hurting is yourself most of the time…
But you may also be hurting the other…
Life’s too short…
People are dragging their feet because they think they have forever…
But you never know when your forever, could turn into today…
Life’s too short…
It’s funny how you may be reading this and still hide your feelings from that special person…
Why????
Life’s too short…
It’s funny how we love the people who ignore us and ignore the people who love us…
It’s also funny how most of the people that love us are afraid to tell us…
Life’s too short…
So my question is, are you hiding from love???? Because life’s too short…
Life’s too short to be playing games with people…
If you like them, tell them…
If you love them express it, proclaim it…
Life’s too short…
Living in hiding is not healthy…
In hiding your feelings the only person your hurting is yourself most of the time…
But you may also be hurting the other…
Life’s too short…
People are dragging their feet because they think they have forever…
But you never know when your forever, could turn into today…
Life’s too short…
It’s funny how you may be reading this and still hide your feelings from that special person…
Why????
Life’s too short…
It’s funny how we love the people who ignore us and ignore the people who love us…
It’s also funny how most of the people that love us are afraid to tell us…
Life’s too short…
So my question is, are you hiding from love???? Because life’s too short…
Monday, October 19, 2009
Let me
If I love you and you love me what’s the problem…
This can work… If you let it…
Like Mario, baby you should let me love you…
It may be hard for you or on you but leave it to me…
I got you… I’ll protect you from the pain… if you let me…
I’ll take away the lonely… no longer will you be scared…
I understand you feel like you’re not ready, and that’s why I’ve waited…
But I’m also willing to over compensate for what your last couldn't do… if you let me…
He's a fool for hurting you, but I ain’t mad at him… why because he brought me to you…
I’ll give you my all if you let me…
I’ll take care of you if you let me…
I’ll put it down if you let me…
If you let me…
I will be the best you ever had… and stick by you…
But only if you let me…
This can work… If you let it…
Like Mario, baby you should let me love you…
It may be hard for you or on you but leave it to me…
I got you… I’ll protect you from the pain… if you let me…
I’ll take away the lonely… no longer will you be scared…
I understand you feel like you’re not ready, and that’s why I’ve waited…
But I’m also willing to over compensate for what your last couldn't do… if you let me…
He's a fool for hurting you, but I ain’t mad at him… why because he brought me to you…
I’ll give you my all if you let me…
I’ll take care of you if you let me…
I’ll put it down if you let me…
If you let me…
I will be the best you ever had… and stick by you…
But only if you let me…
Act
It’s funny how people these days are natural born actors…
It’s also funny that the truth is now just a joke…
Why??? Because people are so busy putting up a front that they lose sight of reality…
They’re living the life that draws as much or as little amount of attention as possible…
Pretending that there problems don’t exist and what they want is more important…
Why again??? Because the media says so…
The media says don’t share your personal business, don’t have normal feelings, don’t be straight, don’t be gay, just pick a life and live it…
Now notice I said pick a life… not live yours…
For what???
What’s wrong with sanity???
What’s wrong with telling the person that you like/ love that you like/ love them???
What’s wrong with telling your parents and family that you’re going thru???
What’s wrong with being wrong???
What is the point???
Why live someone else’s life, when your life is so much more interesting...
Why???
Because no one can live your life but you…
Leave the acting to the actors…
They get paid to do it…
It’s also funny that the truth is now just a joke…
Why??? Because people are so busy putting up a front that they lose sight of reality…
They’re living the life that draws as much or as little amount of attention as possible…
Pretending that there problems don’t exist and what they want is more important…
Why again??? Because the media says so…
The media says don’t share your personal business, don’t have normal feelings, don’t be straight, don’t be gay, just pick a life and live it…
Now notice I said pick a life… not live yours…
For what???
What’s wrong with sanity???
What’s wrong with telling the person that you like/ love that you like/ love them???
What’s wrong with telling your parents and family that you’re going thru???
What’s wrong with being wrong???
What is the point???
Why live someone else’s life, when your life is so much more interesting...
Why???
Because no one can live your life but you…
Leave the acting to the actors…
They get paid to do it…
Friday, October 16, 2009
Crazy
Happiness is a state of mind…
It’s not a place…
But it is a feeling…
A feeling that was lost until I met you...
You pick me up from rock bottom…
And bring me down from the rafters…
You come to me for help…
And I cry to you for answers…
In my highest you’re there…
But you’re also there in my lowest…
It’s crazy how we met…
Who knew that we’d be this close?
Going from enemies to the bests…
From strangers to family…
From cousins to siblings…
From the wanna be to the shouldn’t be…
Because this is way more important
Friendship, brotherhood, sisterhood, family
Never broken
It’s not a place…
But it is a feeling…
A feeling that was lost until I met you...
You pick me up from rock bottom…
And bring me down from the rafters…
You come to me for help…
And I cry to you for answers…
In my highest you’re there…
But you’re also there in my lowest…
It’s crazy how we met…
Who knew that we’d be this close?
Going from enemies to the bests…
From strangers to family…
From cousins to siblings…
From the wanna be to the shouldn’t be…
Because this is way more important
Friendship, brotherhood, sisterhood, family
Never broken
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Defeated
Last night I went to bed happy and loved…
This morning I woke up defeated…
Wanting to quit everything…
School, work, caring things far in mind…
Just wanting to lay in my bed defeated…
Vegetable state… I might as well be!
My brain is crippled…
My drive is parked…
Wanting to live but just outside my mind…
I’m not happy in this levee, ditch, roadblock…
Maybe I’m not ready…
Maybe I need medicine…
Maybe I need to be checked in…
….
….
Checking in defeated…
This morning I woke up defeated…
Wanting to quit everything…
School, work, caring things far in mind…
Just wanting to lay in my bed defeated…
Vegetable state… I might as well be!
My brain is crippled…
My drive is parked…
Wanting to live but just outside my mind…
I’m not happy in this levee, ditch, roadblock…
Maybe I’m not ready…
Maybe I need medicine…
Maybe I need to be checked in…
….
….
Checking in defeated…
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Feeling pt.2
Love…
The feeling you get when you’re with that special person…
The feeling that gives butterflies just thinking of that person…
The feeling that reminds you that our bodies are 65% water…
The feeling that can’t be rented or bought from that video store…
Can’t be found in that magazine…
Or on the website you subscribed to…
The passion and sexual enticement…
As Jill said that feeling that don’t wash away with soap…
What do you do…?
When you feel that feeling for more then one…?
It becomes complicated…
And with complications comes life changing decisions…
And with decisions comes repercussions…
And with repercussions comes serious consequences…
Resulting in confusion…
SO WHAT DO YOU DO…
The feeling you get when you’re with that special person…
The feeling that gives butterflies just thinking of that person…
The feeling that reminds you that our bodies are 65% water…
The feeling that can’t be rented or bought from that video store…
Can’t be found in that magazine…
Or on the website you subscribed to…
The passion and sexual enticement…
As Jill said that feeling that don’t wash away with soap…
What do you do…?
When you feel that feeling for more then one…?
It becomes complicated…
And with complications comes life changing decisions…
And with decisions comes repercussions…
And with repercussions comes serious consequences…
Resulting in confusion…
SO WHAT DO YOU DO…
Monday, October 12, 2009
Feeling pt.1
What do you do when the ones you love don’t love you back…?
When you wanna move on to another relationship and you can’t…
Here you stand willing to say yes and no question is asked…
What do you do…?
When your heart aches because it was once broken…
But it aches because it’s overflowing…
Bursting at the mended seams that may not have been there if…
But not only if it wasn’t broken before…
But if it never loved before it never would have known this pain…
This pain that is the reason why wars were fought…
That feeling that can’t be bought…
When you wanna move on to another relationship and you can’t…
Here you stand willing to say yes and no question is asked…
What do you do…?
When your heart aches because it was once broken…
But it aches because it’s overflowing…
Bursting at the mended seams that may not have been there if…
But not only if it wasn’t broken before…
But if it never loved before it never would have known this pain…
This pain that is the reason why wars were fought…
That feeling that can’t be bought…
Monday, October 5, 2009
The Game
Used and abused like a substance
I still continue to press on
I sacrifice to help out
Even though it’s not rewarded
when appreciation is lacking
Yet I still do
The reason I can’t be with woman is because I know there pain all to well
The same gender I love so much and appreciate for birthing me… woman…
Spits on me, does not celebrate me… Respects me, yet disrespects me
I travel out of my boundaries to relieve stress
I extend accounts to bring happiness
And still the ridicule is the payment I receive
The inexcusable actions
But still I do
Respect and love for the opposite sex
Comes so easy
But somehow turns into resent and discourage
So branch out to find that I have little in common with man
So selfish they are
Testosterone filled
Manly men… ha… pussies
Punks, aint shit…
So where am I to stand???
How do I play the field of pleasure and happiness???
Play on both teams equally…
Never a secret just a game I play…
I still continue to press on
I sacrifice to help out
Even though it’s not rewarded
when appreciation is lacking
Yet I still do
The reason I can’t be with woman is because I know there pain all to well
The same gender I love so much and appreciate for birthing me… woman…
Spits on me, does not celebrate me… Respects me, yet disrespects me
I travel out of my boundaries to relieve stress
I extend accounts to bring happiness
And still the ridicule is the payment I receive
The inexcusable actions
But still I do
Respect and love for the opposite sex
Comes so easy
But somehow turns into resent and discourage
So branch out to find that I have little in common with man
So selfish they are
Testosterone filled
Manly men… ha… pussies
Punks, aint shit…
So where am I to stand???
How do I play the field of pleasure and happiness???
Play on both teams equally…
Never a secret just a game I play…
Single
Single means one…
Single = alone…
Single = independence…
When you’re independent you’re singled out…
Not in a good way either…
Hawked by niggas…
Stalked by bitches…
All for the d..d..d..dick…
The cock… the rock that makes everyone go crazy…
Because after they’ve got it they’ve got it…
It…
The temporary fix…
Temporary – nonpermanent… instability…
Unstable – not properly supported; lack of foundation
Foundation- keeps the structure standing…
Structure- The reason why you’re single now…
Pros- you built a structure with someone…
Cons- you’re using the structure incorrectly…
You built the foundation and put nothing on top of it…
Without anything to cover it the foundation begins to weaken…
If or when you decide to begin to build on it, the foundation will surely crack or settle incorrectly…
Causing what you built to crumble…
Leaving you single in a pile of rubble…
Single = alone…
Single = independence…
When you’re independent you’re singled out…
Not in a good way either…
Hawked by niggas…
Stalked by bitches…
All for the d..d..d..dick…
The cock… the rock that makes everyone go crazy…
Because after they’ve got it they’ve got it…
It…
The temporary fix…
Temporary – nonpermanent… instability…
Unstable – not properly supported; lack of foundation
Foundation- keeps the structure standing…
Structure- The reason why you’re single now…
Pros- you built a structure with someone…
Cons- you’re using the structure incorrectly…
You built the foundation and put nothing on top of it…
Without anything to cover it the foundation begins to weaken…
If or when you decide to begin to build on it, the foundation will surely crack or settle incorrectly…
Causing what you built to crumble…
Leaving you single in a pile of rubble…
Thursday, October 1, 2009
Threat
What happens when you feel threatened??
Not physically but, just generally feel threatened…
Do you buck up and hold your ground???
Or do you back up and let the threat take control???
Truthfully, either way there is gonna be a war…
Because if you hold your ground you risk losing everything you’re protecting…
But if you let the threat take control of the situation sooner or later your gonna get sick of being in the background or oppressed…
If you think like me you rather let the threat in because you rather not fight upfront…
WHY????
Because you’re not quite sure if you want what the threat wants, or if you do… could you handle the responsibility…
You waste time trying to make excuses as to why you ask different or why you don’t come around…
WHY????
Because not coming around causes less drama…
BUT!!!!
You realize that you may not want exactly what the threat wants but you still want some…
Some call this selfish; others greed but I say mind your damn business…
You want what you want and in America your entitled to it…
Not physically but, just generally feel threatened…
Do you buck up and hold your ground???
Or do you back up and let the threat take control???
Truthfully, either way there is gonna be a war…
Because if you hold your ground you risk losing everything you’re protecting…
But if you let the threat take control of the situation sooner or later your gonna get sick of being in the background or oppressed…
If you think like me you rather let the threat in because you rather not fight upfront…
WHY????
Because you’re not quite sure if you want what the threat wants, or if you do… could you handle the responsibility…
You waste time trying to make excuses as to why you ask different or why you don’t come around…
WHY????
Because not coming around causes less drama…
BUT!!!!
You realize that you may not want exactly what the threat wants but you still want some…
Some call this selfish; others greed but I say mind your damn business…
You want what you want and in America your entitled to it…
Moisture
The dry season is still I affect…
I use to think this was a good thing…
All abided by my rules…
I controlled the weather like father earth…
There was never any precipitation in my forecast…
Plenty of tornados and earthquakes…
But, No moisture allowed…
Then the seasons began to gradually change…
I began to weaken…
In this weakness tides slowly began to rise and drizzle began to fall…
My once barren and dry desert like climate became humid…
This climate change brought on this thick fog…
Disoriented and confused I…
Began to search for the source…
The source seemed to be unattainable…
Every time I got close I lost all strength…
Kryptonite…
The funny thing was that the more I tried to stop the rain…
The more I wanted it to fall…
Because in that weakness, I found great strength and skill…
My question now is whose making it wet???
I use to think this was a good thing…
All abided by my rules…
I controlled the weather like father earth…
There was never any precipitation in my forecast…
Plenty of tornados and earthquakes…
But, No moisture allowed…
Then the seasons began to gradually change…
I began to weaken…
In this weakness tides slowly began to rise and drizzle began to fall…
My once barren and dry desert like climate became humid…
This climate change brought on this thick fog…
Disoriented and confused I…
Began to search for the source…
The source seemed to be unattainable…
Every time I got close I lost all strength…
Kryptonite…
The funny thing was that the more I tried to stop the rain…
The more I wanted it to fall…
Because in that weakness, I found great strength and skill…
My question now is whose making it wet???
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