I want to say something…
I want to express something…
I need to explain something …
I'm lost…
I lost myself somewhere…
I know myself…
But I don't know myself…
Where did I go?
What happened to me?
Why am I so indecisive?
What happened to my confidence?
Where did my self esteem go?
I was walking around like I wasn't good enough for anything…
Thought everyone was better…
Too afraid of rejection and failure…
Stopped trying…
Didn't quit but took a break…
A pause from reality…
But how do I unpause my life?
Who am I?
What am I?
Why am I?
So lost…
So confused…
What's my next move?
What do I have to prove?
How do I move on?
Where do I belong?
What do I want?
No plan…
From here on out I'm shooting without a script…
Surviving off of impulse…
Strengthening my pulse…
Taking a deep breath and unpausing…
I think I'm prepared now…
I know I'm ready…
