Monday, October 31, 2011

State of disbelief

Why are you the thing that I think of most?

Why are you so beautiful to me?

Why am I in a state of disbelief?
Why do I yearn for your conversation?

Why do you keep me on the edge of my skin?

Why do I want you at the tip of my tongue?

Why does your touch drive me insane?

Why can't I explain how I feel?

Why am I questioning everything?

Every time I'm in your presence nothing else matters…

You put my mind at ease without hesitation…

You make me smile…

Laugh…

You make me happy…

Happiness…

A feeling that been missing for…

Well where has this feeling been???

It's better than a day off…

Better than shopping…

Better than the doctor prescribed numbness…

Why do I feel 14 again???

Why do I feel like I'm keeping a good secret???

Why do I feel like Christmas morning???

Why does seeing your name across that screen feel like the first time?

Every time…

Every time…

And why when you kiss me…

Does my equilibrium fail me???

And why do I wanna know why???

Saturday, October 29, 2011

Ready

I'm ready for some change in my life
No more lonely nights
No more misery
No more unnecessary stress
It's time for a new beginning
A new frontier
New horizons to broaden
Time to walk through that open door
To a new perspective
A new dynamic
A new attitude
I'm ready to date life
Get in bed with my future
And make love to my dreams and aspirations
I am ready for change...

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Games

Let the games begin 
Are we enemies or friends
Frienemies or foes
What's the reasoning 
Who knows?
The story goes
On and on 
Never-ending song
For as long as the lie must
We have no trust
No loyalty 
Employing me 
To be the bad guy
The opposer
The truth seeker
That will expose the truth
Exposing you for what you are
A poser in a allies body
Holding rank 
Enemies,friends,frienemies,and foes
All in the same
You've reached record lows
So again let the games begin  
The bitter cold war
My wrath must be unleashed
Why
Because I'm sick of...
The silent games
The innuendos 
And the endless cycles
Of small untruths
That build and build
You bend 
I break
The cycle
Of hate
A cycle
In which we despise
And wish demise
Among each other 
So let the game end
Truth is 
You were never a friend
A member of opposing faction
Just remember 
Every beginning 
Has an ending action