Where was the affection…?
Where is the love…?
Daddy was gone…
Daddy is gone…
I'm done…
I'm tired…
I can no longer pretend to love a man who was nonexistent…
The first man who ever made me an option…
After him I came across many more…
Me with a big heart and open arms…
I loved men but men never loved me…
Hurt and abandoned I entered the world with no guidance…
No protection…
Daddy was gone…
Close yet so distant…
I was neglected…
Man picked me up and raped me of my innocents…
Robbed me of my trust…
Starved me of that unconditional love…
Broke my confidence…
Left stifled and confused…
Lost with no destined purpose…
I searched…
I wanna love…
I wanna live…
I wanna be free…
I want that special he…
I want to be a we instead of just me…
Is it possible???
Is he out there???
…
Daddy wasn't there…
Daddy didn't care…
The rest left, cheated, or were only interested in that one thing…
Mama always said my life wouldn't be easy…
But why so rough…
When is the pain gonna let up???
When will the hurt stop flooding my heart???
Terrorizing my soul…
When will the pieces finally make a whole…?
Vacant…
Blinded…
Guarded…
Speechless…
Disappointed…
I live on jealous of the happy people…
The un-sedated people…
Man…
God's creation in which I love…
When will you return the favor…?
