Alone

With you I feel safe... without you I feel numb…

I have finally realized that this pathway that I'm on has been wrong…

Until you…

But after you I am changing course… because after you the pathway will become a dead-end...

Although before you this path seemed to reach as after as the eye could see…

I trust you but after you…

I can no longer trust anyone the same…

Because my trust will lead me to another set of paths, sacrifices, and doors…

That should be all closed…

That path of heart ache, false hopes, bad vibes, and despair…

I can no longer walk…

Reluctantly because you're not ready…

Ill change course and begin the path that I should be on…

Like Indie.arie said I'm heading in the right direction…

On this path… On this journey I'm about to embark on…

I will have peace and all of my sense will be sensitive…

You will be on my mind… (Hopefully by my side)

But primarily… my new journey to a new life…

I will be Reborn…

But I'm afraid to accept the sacrifices…

Because one of the sacrifices is us…

YOU…

I can't make that decision…

I can't lose you…

I can't make this journey alone…

But I might have to…

I can't just be your friend…

It's not fair to me or you…

But in the rebirth… on this new path…

I will…

I have to…

I owe you that sacrifice…

I owe us that sacrifice…

I asked you what you wanted from me…

And you said Honesty…

Well is there us or not???

…

Either way regardless of your decision…

I Love You…

Still walking…

ALONE…

Waiting for an answer…

Dakar