Afraid

Why can't I just let us be?

I want us to be

But I'm afraid

I'm afraid of the commitment

I'm afraid of the outcome good or bad

I'm afraid I'll be part of the list

I've been afraid since the first kiss

I want to feel special

Like I make you feel

I want to trust that you want cheat

I want to not feel ashamed when I admit to defeat

I want to say yes for once

I want to show you off as mine

And you do the same as yours

I want you to be the cup in which my heart pours

I want the happily ever after I deserve

I just need to find the nerve

To stop saying I Love You

And Love You

But will you Love me back

Will you hit the jack

And forget the daniels, the greens, and the floyds

Don't be the one who avoids

And disappears

Because we've been playing this game for 1 too many years