In search of true happiness…
I thought that you were it…
Lol…
Not saying that you didn't make me happy…
But…
You were only a guide…
A point in the right direction so to speak…
You helped me see that I have a problem…
A problem with being happy…
As insane as that may sound I do…
Happiness…
It's just seems unrealistic in my life…
In order to survive I have to have a certain amount of chaos…
I fucked up…
I hurt myself…
I hurt my happiness…
Smh…
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