When it rains

as the rain falls I realize something... yet again another disappointment another loss... I pay the cost and everyone else lives free... I'm taxed I'm paid then I'm laid off... I'm paid off... I was the maybe I was the could be... never should be or a would be... just a wanna be... a loser in the game... the one who takes the blame and the shame... Always the one in pain never to gain.... or benefit from the fruits of my labor... I try to care and nurture the spirit as if it were my own... I try to care and nurture the man as if he were my own... I'm still alone... I'm still at home... behind closed doors locked away like a abomination... this feels like a hate crime or discrimination... because maybe just maybe if I was faster I could've been happy... just gave it up gave you my all... been like the rest maybe if I just laid on my chest.... you know rest its history... I can't turn back from that... there's nothing left... that's all I have left to give... you would know me better then I would know myself... know me from the inside and out... My pride would be broken...but would I be happy??? because all we would know now... there's nothing left to build... we have peaked in our relationship... we reached the climax with building the other elements to the plot... we got stuck...

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