Friday, November 20, 2009

Would you mind?

Can I talk to you???

Tell you how I truly feel…

Open myself up to you…

Just sit and be real with you…


When I see you I smile…

When I think of you I laugh…

When I'm apart from you…

I wonder…

Would you mind if I loved you

Would you mind if I kissed you

Could you consider loving me back?

Would you mind?

Would you mind?


I think of you all day…

Communicate when I can…

Bring my thoughts to words…

Careful not to offend because…


When I see you I smile…

When I think of you I laugh…

When I'm apart from you…

I wonder…


Would you mind if I loved you

Would you mind if I kissed you

Could you consider loving me back?

Would you mind?

Would you mind?


I've had a terrible past…

But I see a beautiful future…

All I need is you…

And that future could be…

Because…


When I see you I smile…

When I think of you I laugh…

When I'm apart from you…

I wonder…


Would you mind if I loved you

Would you mind if I kissed you

Could you consider loving me back?

Would you mind?

Would you mind?

Monday, November 9, 2009

Last Night

Last night I died…

My heart stopped…

I felt no pain…

I was finally at peace…

I was free from my own damnation…

The tears stop falling…

My nose stopped running…

The sweat stopped pouring…

The convulsions stopped…

The evil left my mind…

Last night I died…

My heart stopped…

I felt no pain…

I was finally at peace…

My body lay still…

Cold to the touch…

Soul empty…

Heart lacerated…

Last night I died…

My heart stopped…

I felt no pain…

I was finally at peace…

My nightmares became realities…

Attacking my lifeless body like vultures…

Last night I died…

My heart stopped…

I felt no pain…

I was finally at peace…

With the fact that the truth is…

And always will…

Stand alone…

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Truth

Just when you think you know someone…

They turn into a complete stranger again…

As Shrek would say he has many layers…

Funny… or Ironic…

That you have to sift through all the bull to get to that last layer…

The truth layer…

Truth, the honest truth, and nothing but…

Truth…

Just when you thought you knew them…

That perfect stranger that stole your heart…

Because you were donkey…

A jackass… an ass…

You wore all your feelings on your sleeves…

The truth layer…

Truth, the honest truth, and nothing but

Truth…

You told and gave your all to a stranger…

The perfect stranger…

…

Hmm… I remember someone telling me the truth shall set you free..

Yet, I feel trapped…

Someone else said the truth hurts…

But I’m numb…

Speechless…

And confused…

All because you told the truth…

Truth, the honest truth, nothing but…

Truth…

Ironic…

Monday, October 26, 2009

Knowledge

If knowledge is power why is ignorance bliss???

To know the truth is so desirable but to live a lie is equally desirable???

And if knowledge is power why is it that the ignorant always have the power???

Or is it that we are so ignorant as a people, that we give all the power away to the one who seems to have the most knowledge???

I thought I was more knowledgeable then the person that I’m turning into…

Because the old me would never allowed the ignorant have the power over my future…

With knowledge comes power, with power comes great responsibility, and with responsibility it becomes your responsibility to educate the ignorant…

I may have slacked off a little but with this minor set back I still have the knowledge to keep me moving forward…

Ignorance is bliss only if you’re living a lie…

Knowledge is power if the life you lead is honest and true…

Don’t sell yourself short… get your money…

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Life's too short...

Life’s too short…

Life’s too short to be playing games with people…

If you like them, tell them…

If you love them express it, proclaim it…

Life’s too short…

Living in hiding is not healthy…

In hiding your feelings the only person your hurting is yourself most of the time…

But you may also be hurting the other…

Life’s too short…

People are dragging their feet because they think they have forever…

But you never know when your forever, could turn into today…

Life’s too short…

It’s funny how you may be reading this and still hide your feelings from that special person…

Why????

Life’s too short…

It’s funny how we love the people who ignore us and ignore the people who love us…

It’s also funny how most of the people that love us are afraid to tell us…

Life’s too short…

So my question is, are you hiding from love???? Because life’s too short…

Monday, October 19, 2009

Let me

If I love you and you love me what’s the problem…

This can work… If you let it…

Like Mario, baby you should let me love you…

It may be hard for you or on you but leave it to me…

I got you… I’ll protect you from the pain… if you let me…

I’ll take away the lonely… no longer will you be scared…

I understand you feel like you’re not ready, and that’s why I’ve waited…

But I’m also willing to over compensate for what your last couldn't do… if you let me…

He's a fool for hurting you, but I ain’t mad at him… why because he brought me to you…

I’ll give you my all if you let me…

I’ll take care of you if you let me…

I’ll put it down if you let me…

If you let me…

I will be the best you ever had… and stick by you…

But only if you let me…

Act

It’s funny how people these days are natural born actors…

It’s also funny that the truth is now just a joke…

Why??? Because people are so busy putting up a front that they lose sight of reality…

They’re living the life that draws as much or as little amount of attention as possible…

Pretending that there problems don’t exist and what they want is more important…

Why again??? Because the media says so…

The media says don’t share your personal business, don’t have normal feelings, don’t be straight, don’t be gay, just pick a life and live it…

Now notice I said pick a life… not live yours…

For what???

What’s wrong with sanity???

What’s wrong with telling the person that you like/ love that you like/ love them???

What’s wrong with telling your parents and family that you’re going thru???

What’s wrong with being wrong???

What is the point???

Why live someone else’s life, when your life is so much more interesting...

Why???

Because no one can live your life but you…

Leave the acting to the actors…

They get paid to do it…