You're not ready to leave…
You don't wanna go…
But there's a lot going on… They just don't know…
You know they understand…
But they may not accept…
But you're grown and dangerous if left unkempt…
Not to them but to yourself…
The depression is setting in…
You've been fighting it but you can't win…
The desperation and despair you feel every day…
The emptiness on the inside…
This feeling you can't hide…
Do you know the feeling???
Have you ever felt like I've felt???
Beating yourself up until you welt…
Bruised ego…
To be alone…
To feel lonely at night…
To not function right…
To be incomplete…
To dread waking up in the morning…
Seeing no one there…
To face the cold unforgiving world alone…
To feel less of oneself everyday…
And think it's the price you pay…
For being yourself…
For being misunderstood…
Something I get… but you wish they could…
Outcaste…
Not to feel love…
Praying to the man above…
For love and acceptance…
What is the cost???
Who do you pay???
Is it that harmful just to lay???
Sense of security…
Not to feel lost…
To be a priority…
To be comfortable…
To feel comforted…
Warmth…
To be cuddled…
And to be coddled…
By love…
That's not too much to ask…
