2008

To my standard you didn't, don't, and will never try hard enough to keep me around… So do you think it's up to me to keep whatever we had, have, or will have on track???? I don't think so!!! In 2008 I took on a lot of responsibility that I shouldn't have but because of the person I am or was I did it without even thinking about it…

While being criticizes… and never getting any credit for trying… our friendship suffered because it…

I mean why would you think of it as your or our mutual responsibility if before you realized it, it was taken care of… by me… I swallowed my pride… what is my standard???? I don't know but as of now I don't think you fit… I mean you could fit if you took the initiative to try… but I haven't seen any ground breaking movements…

So instead of killing myself…. Like I did in 2008…. I'm going to let you make the decision because if you want me around you will…

But in the event that you don't it was nice knowing you in 2008