Weak

When is it time to say enough is enough?

When can I finally give up?

I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired

My heart is weak

My mind is scrambled

My emotions are heavy

And I don't know when my body will give in

I'm tired of loving

I'm tired of being strong

I'm tired of falling

Crying has become almost second nature

Why do you ask of me what I can't give?

Why am I expected to stay around?

How could you think that having you partially is enough?

Do you have any intentions of being with me?

I'm sick of feeling like the other one

I'm tired of being second best

I'm sick of life, scared of death

When will I learn to love myself?

Why is loving me is so hard?

Is it impossible?

I'm hurting on the inside

Smiling on the out

Because to tell you how I feel…

Is too much of a burden for you to bear

Because you're confused

I understand where you're coming from

But your life seems to be moving along

While mine is stuck in a infinite loop of disappointment

I want more than you're willing to commit to

But you also want things that I can't afford to give up

I want us to be

But the way things are going it's like it's not to be

What is a life full of accomplishments without someone to share them with?

NOTHING

Leaving me weak and lonely