Saturday, May 23, 2009

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Desperate I cant believe im desperate

Because I cant have my own I was jealous of you and yours

Damn!!!

When did… where did… such envy and resentment come to pass???

Self esteem crushed, heart empty, stress levels overloading

Tears are no longer enough

The bottom is rapidly approaching

Depression

I cant trust myself

I second guess my own decisions

Always in a constant panic

My emotions are paper thin

No patience

When will it be my turn?

Broken spirit

Empty promises

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