Dreaming state

I can't sleep well anymore
I keep wanting more to happen
I wake up hoping to see your name on my screen
Or see you next to me
In my bed comfortably
I miss a kiss good night
Or the way a body feels when it's held tight
Through the night
I miss him
I wanna see him everyday
That smile
Those eyes
His energy
The butterflies
I'm scared
I'm falling and I don't wanna fall alone
I'm afraid to hit the ground
That's why I need him around
So I know I won't be caught up
Alone
I'm in my bed
Thinking of you
By the phone
I wishing I could maybe
Call you my own
One day
Is it possible???
Or am I just in a dreaming state???